I have not blogged for a while...no reason really just couldn't think of anything significant to write about - well that's not entirely true, I always have things running around in my mind but am too afraid to post about it for fear of bashing or controversy or people just plain not liking me afterwards. Anyway... so a little about things so far.
Probably somewhere at the end of the week I am going for a procedure known as 'hysterosonography ' it is a process where they check out via an ultrasound if everything is 'ok' in my reproductive system. DH and I have been trying for one year to have a child and now it has come time to check if everything is 'ok' and then go from there. I really think we are just very stressed with work and life in general, but we cannot know for sure. So having this test is the first step in finding out...I'm not looking forward to it at all. From other women Ive heard that it is un-comfortable at the least and painful at the most...so we shall see. Inshallah it will go well...I am more concerned with what they find afterwards...please keep us in your dua's ... jazakallah khair.
I was just wondering if there are any known prayers for wanting to have children. I have read about some but thought I would ask all of you reading if you have any prayers I can be reciting, etc.
Other than that I am looking forward to having a nice relaxing vacation with DH inshallah in nine days. We are off to a sunnier locale ... inshallah I will have lots of beautiful pictures to share afterwards!!
So that is life in a nutshell... today has been a rollercoaster day, from morning I was really stressed about a situation but mashallah I prayed that it would be made easier and that I am given the strength to endure it. I found this prayer from my small prayer book, "Fortress of the Muslim" It was such a small simple prayer but it made me feel so much better to be reciting it!
Allaahumma laa sahla 'illaa maal ja'altahu sahlan wa 'Anta taj'alul-hazna 'ithaa shi'ta sahlan.
139. O Allah, there is no ease other than what You make easy. If You please You ease sorrow.